Thursday, March 28, 2024

Hope is a Thing with Feathers, by Emily Dickinson

Hope is a thing with feathers

that perches in the soul

and sings the tune without the words

and never stops at all.

Sweetest in the gale is heard

and sore must be the storm

that could abash the little bird

that kept so many warm.

I've heard it in the chillest land and on the strangest sea

Yet never, in extremety, it asked a thing of me.

***

When I first started learning this, I was carrying it around on a little slip of paper in my pocket.

I was at the doctor's office with the kids, or maybe just Archer. It was checkup for the doctor to sign off on, a Scout requirement before summer camp. He needed shots, I offered to distract him by telling him the poem. But it wasn't in my brain strong enough, and I blanked. He got the shot without any of my poetry reciting expertise. That was early in the year.

Later that summer, I was in a triathlon. It was my second tri with Mary, but this time I was on my own. Swimming, I made it across the lake. Hopped on the bike. It was probably really hot. Found myself trudging up a hill. It felt so long. Now that I think about it, it probably wasn't. But there I was, chugging away and reciting this to myself with every push of the pedal.



Tuesday, March 26, 2024

To Live in This World, Mary Oliver

to live in this world

you must be able to do three things

to love what is mortal

to hold it against your bones

knowing your own life depends on it 

and, when the time comes

to let it go

to let it go

***

This one. When I read it, I close my eyes and picture hugging my closest people. Arms around them. And it's comforting. And then, letting go. And it's life. We can't hold on forever. But it's comforting all the same.

Nayyirah Waheed

 if the ocean can calm itself

so can you

we are both salt water

mixed with air

***

I'd like to memorize this, it's kind of loose in my mind right now.

It is a good reminder.

I worked on this one for a little while one night while I was folding laundry in my bedroom. I remember standing at the foot of my bed, it was dark outside. What is it about trying to memorize the words and the physical actions that tie together so closely in memory? It's magical, somehow.

It Comes Unadorned, by Toni Morrison

 It comes unadorned

Like a phrase, strong enough to cast a spell.

It comes unbidden

Like the turn of sun through hills or stars in wheels of song.

The jeweled feet of women dance the earth, arousing it to spring.

Shoulders broad as a road bend to share the weight of years.

Profiles breach the distance and lean

Toward an ordinary kiss.

Bliss.

It comes naked into the world like a charm.

***

I learned this poem when I worked at AIT. I used to go for a walk after lunch every day.

I experimented with walking on the street, or in the parking lot behind the building but none of these felt safe and I was constantly in fear of getting hit by a truck. So I settled for walking back and forth on the sidewalk in front of the building. Get to the end, turn around and go back. It felt a little funny at first but then I got over it and everyone who thought I was weird got used to me pacing back and forth. Probably they still thought I was weird but they never said anything.

One day I saw a finch in the doorway of one of the other businesses along that sidewalk. It was barely moving. I don't know if it was injured or tired. The next day it was gone.

Hello Again

 Hello. It has been 2 years, 7 months and 29 days since I last posted.

I don't even know where life went. I mean, one million things happened. I'm so incredibly proud of my family. I am so in love with this life of mine. If you want a scrapbook type thing, with pics and little stories, that's not why I'm coming back, at least not right at this second. Maybe as I come back here more often, I'll get inspired to share a story.

I've started a new hobby, it's memorizing poetry. And I want a place online where I can come find my little poetry treasures that I'm working on committing to memory. I've been doing this for a bunch of years now but it's a pretty solitary activity, so I haven't shared it much. So here comes poetry. Thanks all. Thanks me, cause I'm probably the only one who will ever read this. :)